Last year today

Last year, I was living in denial. I used work to avoid pain, pretending nothing ever happened.

But it still hurts, it hurts every single cell of my body.
When they say heartache, I never know they meant it literarily, hehe, until now of course.

But I can’t say that you deceived me. Like a moth to the flame, I trusted you blindly, neglecting the obvious flaws. What can I say? I was naïve and wanted to try out things myself. It’s the invincibility of youth.

Now I don’t know how much this event has shaped my life. I am a little bitter. but I still trust people recklessly. Knowing what is right is one thing, doing it is another.